We quarelled once again, relationship is so funny and somehow my prediction always is so spot on. Before we both enter into poly, we were debating on where to go, for me, a JC or a poly and him, to poly or to come out to work and just stop there at ITE education.

We debated and imagined how nice it would be if he carried on Poly education and I too chose Poly instead of JC since i dun think i can adapt to JC stressful life. I wanted Poly education~! And so, we again imgained how life would be if we were in the same poly.

How sweet it could be eating breakfast together, going to school together, go home together after school. We longed for it becoz we could not do so when i am still in sec sch and he's in ITE.

Finally, results were out and hey~! I am in DOPT and he is in DCHE in SP. The dream of being in the same school came true. But the childish us, forgot one thing, our timetable.

Our timetable are different, it is either i got to wait for him or he have to wait for me. This kind of i wait for u, u wait for me still continues even till now. We had breakfast together, go home together and go to school together at times and another chapter began.

The more we spend time together, the more we quarrelled and the more we couldn't get along, though we try to accomodate one another but still, we will quarrel and dun talk to each other and show our angry emotions towards each other. Maybe, being in the same school is wrong, becoz it leads to more friction between us and we start to drift further.

Many a time i cannot take it and want to end this whole thing, i want a break, but he always never agreed to it and so, break-up somehow did not happen. I am so tired and had enough of all these quarrels, sometimes i also dunno why i am so angry, dunno why we quarrelled. Maybe our relationship already had broken down and our hearts are no longer split into 2, one for him and one for me but just joins as one and belongs solely for myself and no more space for him. Haiz... Love is complicated

10:50 PM; undramatically.Y