| undramatically , jot down those notes. |

Sunday, January 06, 2008

School reopens and I have not adapted the life of going back to school after holidays. So busy with so many things and many things happened during the past few days. I felt really lethargic, no more energy left to continue with life. So busy with my life to the extent to sacrifice my study time for other things.

I'm now only left with 2 weeks to examinations and my timetable can say is really full packed with activities and tests and exams this January. I just can't breathe, no time to sleep and play as much as I used to be. I sleep like less than 5hours a day slept at 1-2am and wakes up at 6.30am the next morning for school everyday except monday and the weekends.

10-12Jan is SP Open House for the 'O' and 'N' Level students waiting for results currently. To clear my CIP hours for character development module, I would be performing duty for the open house from 10am to 2pm. =P wonder what would I be doing there. Haha if they asked about my course... what would I say? The truth? or be hideous? This course would drive people crazy because of the stress though it brings really high income hovering between 2.5K to 4K a month excluding commission? That is is very much a biology course consisting of mainly biology, if you have biology background, maybe you will adapt better? So much of self-questioning....

Yesterday, I few of us went to Florence's house and we chatted and shared so many stories. We laughed and we reflected and thought back how we were in the past in cadet life? How different is it compared to the new generation cadets? How much hardship we suffered yet we're back for training regardless of anything. How much more welfare is it right now compared to the past. When we ended our talks and it's time to go home, along the way home, many things ran through my mind... memories of the past came back right before my eyes and I smiled on my way home thinking back at those fun and happy incidents and tears welled up in my eyes when memories of conflicts and fights and quarrels were rekindled. Let all these be the past and be burried. May I smile and stay happier and more cheerful in the future...

Lastly, Just to give myself more motivation to carry on with this tiring and stressful life.... HO CHOY PENG GANBATTE!!!

11:25 AM; undramatically.Y