Gonna start school on Monday. Well, one thing that I am happy is that when I look back at how I have spent my holidays, I did not waste a day away. I was always busy with unit, area, working as a part-time, going for Japanese Class and spending time together with kb. I am rather proud of myself to be able to juggle with so much things at a time, though yea I do get sick and tired and kinda stressed up though it is HOLIDAY~!

Today, I went back to the unit. It was the last day for the NCOs and they stepped down down today. Though it is the last day, i still reprimanded them for all those crap. Excuses after excuses, I simply heard enough. I thought for very long what to say and just felt like not saying a thing because I know they wouldn't care for today is the last day, they can't wait to leave.

I decided to leave the unit for a year. It's time to study hard. One thing is for this whole semester, it clashed with unit training. Secondly, for the 2nd semester I will be away for attachment, so this is equivelant to 1 yr. No, perhaps 1.5 years because attachment stretches till 3rd year 1st Sem according to SP website.

Time do fly, and do fly really fast, I am 1 yr old as a CI, served NP for 5 years... that's half a decade. I wanted to leave, and really dun wish to go back to unit. Perhaps, i lack of the motivation to carry on, the energy to overcome everything and the stress. I can persevere no longer.

I received appreciation letters today. I told kb abt it. He told me I would be back to unit after reading it because simply i wun bear to leave. Yea, indeed. I can't bear to deep inside. I filed the letters inside my file. I started looking through the file. Other than all the certs I got from going for courses and participating in competitions and awards I've got, I saw papers wrote with motivating words since I was a student, since I was a cadet. What was written on my paper at the end of sec 1 prefect camp, sec 2, sec 3 prefect camp, appreciation letter from teachers for the past years. It rekindles memories both happy and sad. Many things suddenly just went through my head...

Think, today, I got a little too emo... haha maybe because I know I wun be back to unit again other than unit promo... =D

Hmm... time to sleep and rest well since tomorrow I would have a long long long day.... Good Night~! Oyasumi Nasai~!

11:14 PM; undramatically.Y