Oh my god I am crying right now, crushed by so much so much of worries and stress built up in me. Just received a message on msn from a schoolmate from DOPT 02 who took the same GEMS as me that we've missed the GEMs Quiz that constitutes 20% of the module marks. At that moment I was really so scared, I dun wanna my GEMs to pull me down any further having worked so hard to really push up my GPA though to no avail. I hope the teacher would quickly reply me to tell me that I have a chance to sit that quiz.

Mrs Tan posted the score on blackboard. The overall score for both theory test for Clinical Optometry I. I really did studied real hard for test 2 knowing that i failed the first test really terribly, badly, but I still failed by 1 mark..... 14/30%. Means I really need to work damn damn damn hard for practical Exams.

Tomorrow is yet another practical exam day for introduction to contact lenses but I already had no mood to study anymore, I was unable to concentrate and study for it. Besides, i also dunno what to study.

The day after tomorrow is the scary one.... Clinical Optometry I practical exam. I'm so scared. I can't hold back my worries and tears.... Suddenly so lost and scared I would repeat year 2. I know my calibre well..... my results were always full of D and D+ and D-. I could barely make it.

Talk to kb wanna die lol.... he's no longer there to listen to my problems because he has his own stress and problems as well. I had no one to talk to.... I'm alone to face all da shit... alone with stress and dreadful feelings and emotions... Sobs.....

9:54 PM; undramatically.Y